full of moxie and viscosity

Not so full of moxie and viscosity today. Feeling more like... full of cotton and mold. Just... off. I wrote Eric a long email this morning and he wrote me one back explaining why I was feeling the way I am feeling... he was, of course, right. Long weekend, not enough release, too much stressful design project bullcrap, family pressure still builds, we are not the same as we were in the morning time, not enough release, not enough release, not enough release! Everything is just misaligned, you see, like a table with muddled cellpadding tags. Slightly off. I cried on the phone with Mary today but not on purpose. Just let a little steam off. Hot, steam tears.

Anyway, this weekend I go to see Emily Roellke, Lauren Santiago, Melanie Nyema, and Lizzy Carley. This will be a good thing. I am wanting to move away from moldy cotton insides and get back to viscous moxie. I love Eric, at least I rest my head on that.