full of moxie and viscosity

Last night I made a list of goals for myself. A week goal, a month goal, a three months goal and a year goal. Then I made a picking goal worksheet, too, with rewards. If I don't pick for a week, I get new shoes! Three weeks, a trip to Portland. Six weeks, a new digital camera. The reason this is going to work is that I really want these things. They aren't things that I'm fleetingly, arbitrarily choosing as rewards. I CANNOT get these things until I do not pick for that amount of time. Clock starts at zero if I slip up. I have a chart on my door with stickers to keep track. Short of going and getting medical attention, this is the best plan I can come up with for now. I can't afford counseling, basically. This will do.