Tonight I gotta just rant a little bit about my logistics... stuff I have going on that makes things more confusing and crazier.
My personal statement for USC... the app is due the 15th and I have to get a really ridiculously good personal statement going for it. Somewhere in the back of my mind I know that it's going to be too expensive for me to go, but I'm applying anyway.
Money, money, money. I'm working my ass off, really, I am, working almost 40 a week at Starbucks and close to 20 a week at Sylvan (the tutoring center). It's still not going to cut the cake though, when it comes right down to it. Looks like everyone's getting mix cd's and homemade cards for Christmas.
Time! When will I relax, finish the short stories compiliation by Tobias Wolff that I just started? When will I find time to hang out with Josh and Richard and Jason and Sara and Larry (LARRY! I still haven't called LARRY!) and even to just CALL Lizzy and Mel and Lauren and Erica... there are so many people and I am fully neglecting them. Ah well, they know I love them.
When will I find time to write on the novel? It's waiting for me, now, with its little revving engine. I found time to renovate my website. Why won't I find time to renovate the novel?
There are websites to design and CD covers to make and things to write and earn and play and eat and for now, all I have time for is sleep. I wanted to talk to lots of people on the phone tonight but I only got a little satisfaction. It was nice, though. I love my new sweater with the little whale on it.
