song of the mother freaking day:
"someone like you" by paper sun
i can't just list the lyrics because it won't do sally's voice justice and it won't do the music justice. it's beautiful. i can't stop singing it and i put it as my voicemail message.
i have been talking to s.e.t.h. lately online, a lot, and it makes me really happy because he's one of the men who, for whatever reason, is totally enchanted with me (so i end up feeling beautiful, irresistable, fantastic, by the time we're done talking). but you know, those kinds of positive feelings can't come from just someone saying nice things about you, it has to be someone who you can relate to, or someone who you can sort of feel the same way about. we spend a lot of our conversations saying "i know exactly what you mean" and "oh, you read my mind." it's cheesy and totally romance novelly but i love it, and it brings me a little bit of fulfillment where i'm really missing it these days.
in other really exciting and fantastic news, vicki forman sent me a laptop today. seriously. a laptop. a good one. not an old, shitty, can't run more than one program at once and doesn't have a shift key kind of laptop, OH NO, a freaking great, with photoshop and tons of programs and updates and lots of room and speed and happy stuff and virus protection and mp3's.... a real, honest to goodness laptop.
DOES ANYONE ELSE UNDERSTAND HOW FANTASTIC THIS IS? VICKI FORMAN, YOU HAVE SAVED MY LIFE. THIS IS NOT A JOKE. YOU HAVE MADE MY LIGHT GREY LIFE INTO BLUE AND PINK. THANK YOU SO, SO MUCH.
for all of the awkward situations i've had to endure, and all the stupid barbed wire i've had to pick out of my calves, i always end up without any shit on the tip of my nose. i'm a lucky, lucky girl.
