full of moxie and viscosity

Due to recent, unnameable circumstances, I have the opportunity to put together 50 pages of my novel for someone to read. Someone not in my immediate family or a friend.

Anyway, IT IS HARD TO PUT TOGETHER 50 PAGES. I don't really even like what I've written so far, not the narrative, anyway, and it's so disjointed from how I want it to feel. My goal (I love goals, don't you!? My newest one is to fit into my suede pants by New Years (which I'm spending in LONDON!)) is to get the 50 pages ready by the middle of September (my move date for Fresno). I think it is DOABLE. I like capital LETTERS in this BLOG. So there it is. Goal for Rachel, #3452. Alleluia.